Ok so i havent updated in like a uber long time  yes i just said uber and i said today when i was subbing and all the kids just stared at me but whatever its my word. anyway lets see what have i been up to.. well im sitting bored in hartington and have to go to the public library for internet  rrrrr.... I am subbing at HPS!!!! and newcastle and wynot. Ive been really busy planning the wedding which will be amazing and its almost all planned.  I moved to the middle of nowhere (Spalding, NE)  on August 1, but at least my apartment is nice.  Ive been working at subway too which is sad because its like my only social life anyway its tricky when the people you work with and talk with socially are also ur students.

So today i read all the xanga posts that were built up in my inbox for 6 months do you realize how many posts that is .....ALOT!  anyway so it gave me the inspiration to finally post so you should really comment so it keeps me motivated! :)

So wow I havent done this in a long time. so many things have changed since I last posted. My life definately has a direction and plan now. I am student teaching this semester at Scribner-Snyder School.  I taught my first class yesterday and it went amazing, today i wanted to quit seriously, I know this math is easy and the kids think it is easy too but if I want to get a good evaluation in student teaching I have teach them like they are four year old I just look dumb babying it down so much its rediculous and yeah i still get nervous doing calculations on the board so i might screw up once and a while but deal with it kids you screw up ALL the time. Im also coaching JR high volleyball and loving it. it so much fun! Also for those who dont know I have a WONDERFUL boyfriend now, named Andy, Like i said he is amazing. He got a job a little bit ago at a bank and im sooo happy for him, we even moved him into his apartment this weekend. Its soo nice. I get to go to ND with him and my family this weekend too for my uncles' birthdays. It will be fun but busy.

On a sadder note I miss all my friends that graduated.  I moved in like two weeks ago and was almost thinking and waiting for them to come back and realized that they wouldnt be. I thought being back for another semsester would be great but it just seems like it is missing something. They college can definately tell the difference with out us there, band is down to like 9 people, they might just have small ensamble. If any one reads this like amanda, rachel, laura, annie, or melissa you should call me:)

Top 28 Reasons to Date a Tennis Player

1. Even when they're not scoring, they're in Love
2. They do it on more than one surface
3. They hit from any angle
4. They grunt when the action heats up
5. They're good with their hands
6. They do it with 2 or 4 people
7. They've got endurance to last 3 hours or longer
8. They wear tiny skirts for easy play
9. They know how to stroke it
10. They do it for unlimited minutes in many different positions
11. They like to be on top of their game
12. They enjoy getting hot and sweaty
13. They work the balls really well
14. They know how to take it up the middle
15. They play the court until they score
16. They use phrases like "cmon!" "lets go!" when the going gets rough, and the occasional "why can't u get it in?!"
17. They sometimes do it against a wall because its faster and harder
18. They know how to wrap a handle
19. They know where the sweet spot is
20. They don't want love..they want to score
21. If they find themselves in a deep hole they can slowly ease their way back out again
22. They love to hit it between the legs
23. If they can't get it in the first time, they always get a second chance
24. It doesn't matter how hard they can hit it, its the accuracy and consistency that conveys a good performance
25. They bend over in order to get ready to play
26. They use vibraters/dampeners all the time.
27. They always warm up before playing.
28. They know how to serve each other.

So i thought this was cute. I liked it.

I just don't want to be lonely anymore.

Well now that i got that out there, whats new? Well I started tennis season again whoo hoo. I think im gonna be awesome this year, ok i know that is being overly optimistic but hey i need optimism in my life.  For those who haven't heard yet i bought a skateboard the other day. Yes i know in the snow. Well i like watching and hearing about skateboarding so i figured i probably should learn how to do it my self. I really want to learn this. I always think it is sooo cool when someone is really into something, and like its thier life.  I want that to be skateboarding for me. I know, Heather, you cant just decide that but i say I can. Im super excited for it to get warm enough out for me to be able to try it outside, but until then in the apt. will do.  any way thats enough for tonight......please comment it will make me smile, i need that 

Well Happy 2008! Hope this year is more.........stable. stable is a good word for it.  if it is like they saying goes you spend your year the way you spend new years.........well lets just hope that isnt true. How do i manage to screw things up and get misunderstood soooo much?  I want a simple life........................thats all i want